Monday, December 21, 2015

A Christmas Prayer

Arise, shine; for thy light is come…. and the Gentiles shall come to thy light…. All the
flocks of [descendants of Ishmael]…. shall come up with acceptance on my altar.
Isaiah 60, verses 1, 3, and 7
Dear Heavenly Father, we have arisen this morning to shine, radiant with the Light
that You sent into the world 2000 years ago. We praise You for prophets like Isaiah and
John, whose fulfilled prophecies give us confidence, and whose prophecies not yet
fulfilled give us hope.
We praise You for sending Your Light to Saul on his way to terrorize Christians in
Damascus, and thank You for his rebirth as Paul, who led us, the Gentiles, into Your fold.
Give us the courage of the good Ananias to be vulnerable for the sake of doing Your will.
Set us on fire with the possibility of sheltering a future Paul, someone who would accept
Your Light as the ultimate revelation of the One True God he (or she) only had known
dimly, and who would evangelize other descendants of Ishmael.
Continue to feed our bodies and souls and move us to share Your generosity with
those who have no place to lay their heads. Remind us that Joseph, Mary, and the Light
of the World Himself were refugees escaping a murderous Herod.  Protect us from evil
so we won’t be tempted to retaliate.
 
When we do have to render to You the vengeance that’s Yours anyway, help us
take the second step to forgiveness and do good to those who have done evil to us.
No matter what our natural, deceiving hearts feel, let us love and obey Your law
because doing Your work changes us, creating in us a right spirit and giving us
Your heart of compassion and mercy so that we may be forgiven.
In this season of literal and figurative darkness, and in the coming year, perfect our
love and evict our fears. Let the boots we put on the ground be those of the gospel of
peace. Make us a people of good will on whom Your favor rests.
We pray these things in the name of Your Son, the Light of the World, Jesus. Amen.
—opening prayer by Lee Harlin Bahan
Vallonia Christian Church 12-20-2015
 
  

Tuesday, November 17, 2015

Who Can Stand?



I was meditating on Psalm 76 this morning and verse seven really jumped out concerning who can stand in the day of God's fury and wrath?  So here are some scriptures I looked up in relation to this verse.

1.  The magicians could not stand before Moses (Ex.9:11)

2.  No one can stand before God (Duet.11:25)

3.  Israel could not stand before her enemies because she had forsaken God
     (Joshua 7:2, 13; Judges 2:14)

4.  The nations could not stand before Israel because God had delivered them over to her
     (Joshua 23:9)

5.  The priests in the temple could not stand in God's holy presence (2 Chron.5:14)

6.  Israel could not stand before God because of her sins (Ezra 9:15; 10:13)

7.  Who is able to stand before the mighty presence of God? (Job 41:10; Psalm 24:3)

8.  Who can stand in the day of God's fury and wrath? (Psalm 76:7)

9.  If God should count our sins, who could stand? (Psalm 13):3)

10. Who can stand before his cold? ((Psalm 147:17)

11. Who can stand before envy? (Prov.27:4)

12. Who can stand as a watchful shepherd like God? (Jer.49:19; 50:54)

13. Daniel could not stand before his heavenly vision (Dan.10:11)

14. No one can stand in God's great day of judgment (Nahum 1:6)

15. Who can stand when Jesus appears as a refiner's fire? (Mal.3:2)

16. A divided kingdom can not stand (Matt.3:2)

17. Who can stand at the judgment seat of Christ? (Rom.14:10)

18. On the great day of judgment, who can stand? (Rev.6:17)


It is interesting to note a few scriptures that struck me about standing:

1.  Stand in awe of God (Ps.33:8)

2.  Wake up and stand up Jerusalem (Is.51:17)

3.  Put on the armor of God so you can stand (Eph.6:11)

4.  The dead in Christ shall stand before God (Rev.20:12)

Saturday, November 14, 2015

The Jesuit Guide to Almost Everything



"Be grateful for your sins, they are carriers of grace"  -  Anthony De Mello

The world has a Jesuit priest for a Pope and some don't know how to handle this man's simplicity and sheer love for the poor while challenging the comfortable and the powerful.  I have started reading James Martin's book and he explains that Jesuit spirituality is defined by Ignatian spirituality.  Here are four defining aspects of this contemplative action spirituality:

1.  Finding God in all things
2.  Contemplation happens through action
3.  One looks at the world incarnationally
4.  One finds freedom through detachment

For the first time in history, many non-Catholic people are beginning to recognize Pope Francis as their pope.  When he stands for certain issues that I find myself opposed to, I recognize for the first time that maybe I am wrong and don't know the bigger picture as this Pope sees things.  Here is a Pope who calls and writes his critics and tells them thank you for showing love in telling him hard things he needs to hear and then he says, "please pray for me."  Here is a Pope on a mission to change not only the Catholic church but the world for Christ.  Gratitude, peace and joy fill my soul today as I think of God who holds all things together, even people who feel like life is falling all apart around them.


A Fool For Christ or How to Pray Like a Fool



My simple and foolish prayer for the day is this:  "Lord Jesus, give me the heart of a child and the awesome courage to live it out as an adult." To be a fool for Christ means one is willing to do anything for Christ, even look foolish to others.  It means to be so in love with Christ that nothing else ultimately matters.  To be a fool for Christ means to be fiercely honest with yourself and others and pray about everything.  To be a full for Christ is to identify with the poor, the oppressed, the forgotten, and the rejected.  The wisdom of Christ seems like foolishness to the world and darkness to our natural way of contemplating life.  So my prayer for today is simply this:  "Lord Jesus, give me the courage to walk in the darkness of faith and let my foolishness source be your precious light.  Amen"

Cosmos Reborn



"God never gives us an explanation of evil---he only gives us the answer to it"  -  John Crowder

The whole universe cries out for the sons and daughters of God to be one with God and her (the universe).  This fully happens in the new heaven and new earth but its a call to every creature to recognize they are God's new creation.  The dream we have forgotten is God's love for the entire cosmos fulfilled in Christ.  The mystery revealed is the whole cosmos being reborn into the image of the son who is the prefect reflection of God the Father.

The mystic secret is a person discovered in God's son Jesus Christ.  The journey is not found in self books but in the person of Jesus Christ who calls us back to our primal true self.  When we read the scriptures, he is the lens where we see everything.  Without Christ centered eyes, we turn the Bible into an idol or rigid rules that end up enslaving us rather than liberating us.  When I read Leviticus, I no longer see a long list of legalistic rules that I am to uphold but rather pointing to Christ and his finished work on the cross.  Christ is the lens which I read everything now.

I am preaching through the whole counsel of God and that also means the book of Revelation.  Most people will preach through about the first three or five chapters and stop there.  Why?  Because the book becomes very dense with the seals, trumpets, four apocalyptic horsemen, bowls of judgment and the like.  These are not scary texts to appease an angry God or a violent God who wants to wipe humanity off the face of the earth.  In the most difficult and traumatic texts of the Bible, is God's wrath not trying to destroy me but is always against my sinfulness that is destroying myself.  The cross does not satisfy God's anger but his love.  It is God's love that extends to everything, even the hardest and most troubling of circumstances.

Sunday, November 1, 2015

I will Trust in the Lord



"He has redeemed my soul in peace from the battle that was against me" (Psalm 55:18).  These words register and resonate so strongly with me this Sunday morning.  I have not had a battle against me from the outside but my own inner struggles and war from within.  God is so patient and gracious and has shown his face in such beauty and grace when it comes to restoring my soul. 

My circumstances are still the same but I have an unshakable faith as God leads me and others around me.  Psalm 55 goes on to say in verse 22, "Cast your burden on the Lord and He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved."

Sunday, October 11, 2015

Love Descends

Love redeems for all that has been destroyed
Love descends and comes to fills the void
The world on fire, my last arrow shot
Grace falls to the ground, I'm forever caught

Shattered lives poured out in blood
Primal love unmasked and rushes in like a flood
I awake like I have been living in a dream
Wild love consumes me in a living stream

Heaven on earth captures my imagination
I fall to my knees at God's sheer salvation
The divide is crossed by complete surrender
Clothed in divine light and wrapped in splendor

Sunday, October 4, 2015

A Warrior for God



This week we lost a wonderful sister in Christ and prayer warrior for God.  Becky Luttrell cared more about the body of Christ than her own physical body.  She cared more about the eternal destiny of others than she did about her own comfort and preferences.  Her whole life was a life that flowed out of God's love.  So here is a poem for you Becky:


God's Warrior

God clothed you out of love and God stripped you out of love
You are both God's gift and God's giver of His love
You body will never fail in eternity in God's love
The angels in the highest heaven see your face and see God's love
You are more blessed than many women because you moved in the Father's love
You knew from the very beginning to the very end that you are held in love
You have been buried in honor and will be raised in glory by His love
You have always known that God calls you to go among wolves and give them love
There is no escape from the path we must face but you went through it all carried by love
You fought many struggles on earth and now you fight from heaven for God's love
God descended so that you can ascend and now you fight alongside angels to see
God's will be done and everything in the end will be conquered by God's love

Saturday, October 3, 2015

The Mystery of Spiritual Marriage

One plunges into mystery captured by grace
God's primal love radiates and holds us in His embrace
The primal echo from the very beginning rings true
A holy whisper fills the air with a sense of de juvu

Hidden poverty and wounds rise to the surface
The earth stands still as a divine ocean gives new purpose
Unspoken and silent the tears begin to fall
Heavenly reality touching flesh, no more wall

Captured by perfection one falls to the ground
Reminded of the one who was covered with blood and wore a crown
I kneel before the Father's throne
Drawn to hidden love I know my sins atoned

I drink the sand and find no pleasure
The wave of the Spirit crashes into my body without measure
Swallowed up in glory all I can do is praise
My heart undivided in love with my uplifted hands I raise

Thursday, September 24, 2015

Pope Francis in America

Pope Francis speaks his mind, and he did that again in his address to a joint meeting of Congress on Thursday morning. But, in the vein of the best Jesuit teachers, Francis praised America, its rich political history and its ideals before delicately delivering some things its political leaders might, well, want to consider working on.

There were political messages that challenged the orthodoxy of both American political parties, but, in this 51-minute address, there were a lot more points of emphasis Democrats are happy about — and that put some pressure on Republicans.

Here are 10 moments that stood out from his address:

Secretary of State John Kerry's hand was one of the few he shook as he arrived to address  Congress on Thursday.
Secretary of State John Kerry's hand was one of the few he shook as he arrived to address Congress on Thursday. Paul J. Richards/AFP/Getty Images hide caption
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1. Embracing John Kerry: The pope did not shake many hands on his way into the chamber, unlike during presidential State of the Union addresses when presidents seem to embrace everyone in the aisle they can find. But Francis did make a point of going over to Secretary of State John Kerry and shaking his hand. That is a major change from 2004, when church officials then called on denying Kerry communion because of his support for abortion rights when he was the Democratic nominee for president. This pope, by the way, has come out in support of the Iran nuclear deal. Kerry, as secretary of state, was a principal negotiator of the deal.

2. A call to rise above polarization: Francis warned against the "temptation" of "the simplistic reductionism which sees only good or evil; or, if you will, the righteous and sinners. The contemporary world, with its open wounds which affect so many of our brothers and sisters, demands that we confront every form of polarization which would divide it into these two camps." Later in his speech, he came back to this theme, saying, "A good political leader is one who, with the interests of all in mind, seizes the moment in a spirit of openness and pragmatism. A good political leader always opts to initiate processes rather than possessing spaces." He also noted one his heroes, American Thomas Merton, a Cistercian monk, who Francis said had "the capacity for dialogue and openness to God."

3. A call for the country to open its arms to immigrants and refugees: "I think of the march which Martin Luther King led from Selma to Montgomery 50 years ago as part of the campaign to fulfill his 'dream' of full civil and political rights for African-Americans. That dream continues to inspire us all. I am happy that America continues to be, for many, a land of 'dreams'. ... In recent centuries, millions of people came to this land to pursue their dream of building a future in freedom. We, the people of this continent, are not fearful of foreigners, because most of us were once foreigners. I say this to you as the son of immigrants, knowing that so many of you are also descended from immigrants." ...
"Our world is facing a refugee crisis of a magnitude not seen since the Second World War. This presents us with great challenges and many hard decisions. On this continent, too, thousands of persons are led to travel north in search of a better life for themselves and for their loved ones, in search of greater opportunities. Is this not what we want for our own children? ... Let us remember the Golden Rule: 'Do unto others as you would have them do unto you'. ... The yardstick we use for others will be the yardstick which time will use for us."
His reference to the Golden Rule was Francis' biggest applause line. Members of Congress didn't even let him get out the rule itself before giving him a standing ovation.

4. A reminder on abortion: Francis then pivoted and noted the conservative social issues the church believes in, particularly abortion: "The Golden Rule also reminds us of our responsibility to protect and defend human life at every stage of its development."
That received big applause from Republicans, but then Francis immediately went on to the flip side of the Catholic "pro-life" belief.
Pope Francis also strongly advocated for abolishing the death penalty and called on Congress to act on climate change.i
Pope Francis also strongly advocated for abolishing the death penalty and called on Congress to act on climate change. Tony Gentile/AP hide caption
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Pope Francis also strongly advocated for abolishing the death penalty and called on Congress to act on climate change.
Pope Francis also strongly advocated for abolishing the death penalty and called on Congress to act on climate change.
Tony Gentile/AP

5. Strongly advocating for abolishing the death penalty: "This conviction has led me, from the beginning of my ministry, to advocate at different levels for the global abolition of the death penalty. I am convinced that this way is the best, since every life is sacred, every human person is endowed with an inalienable dignity, and society can only benefit from the rehabilitation of those convicted of crimes. Recently my brother bishops here in the United States renewed their call for the abolition of the death penalty. Not only do I support them, but I also offer encouragement to all those who are convinced that a just and necessary punishment must never exclude the dimension of hope and the goal of rehabilitation."

6. Poverty and the necessity of 'distribution of wealth': "I would encourage you to keep in mind all those people around us who are trapped in a cycle of poverty. They, too, need to be given hope. ... It goes without saying that part of this great effort is the creation and distribution of wealth."

7. Business should be about 'service to the common good': "Business is a noble vocation, directed to producing wealth and improving the world. It can be a fruitful source of prosperity for the area in which it operates, especially if it sees the creation of jobs as an essential part of its service to the common good."

8. Calling on Congress to act on climate change: "This common good also includes the earth. ... I call for a courageous and responsible effort to redirect our steps, and to avert the most serious effects of the environmental deterioration caused by human activity. I am convinced that we can make a difference and I have no doubt that the United States — and this Congress — have an important role to play. Now is the time for courageous actions and strategies, aimed at implementing a culture of care and an integrated approach to combating poverty, restoring dignity to the excluded, and at the same time protecting nature."

9. Anti-war message and a call to stop arms trade: "Being at the service of dialogue and peace also means being truly determined to minimize and, in the long term, to end the many armed conflicts throughout our world. Here we have to ask ourselves: Why are deadly weapons being sold to those who plan to inflict untold suffering on individuals and society? Sadly, the answer, as we all know, is simply for money: money that is drenched in blood, often innocent blood. In the face of this shameful and culpable silence, it is our duty to confront the problem and to stop the arms trade."

10. The importance of family and marriage: "It is my wish that throughout my visit the family should be a recurrent theme. How essential the family has been to the building of this country! And how worthy it remains of our support and encouragement! Yet I cannot hide my concern for the family, which is threatened, perhaps as never before, from within and without. Fundamental relationships are being called into question, as is the very basis of marriage and the family. ... At the risk of oversimplifying, we might say that we live in a culture which pressures young people not to start a family, because they lack possibilities for the future. Yet this same culture presents others with so many options that they, too, are dissuaded from starting a family."

      

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Today is the Day of Salvation



Today I woke in tears of grief
God spoke to me and gave me relief
Darkness and deception clouding my mind
Destructive thoughts and desires rob my sleep in a bind

I repent and fall on my face
The pain is gone, no more disgrace
Jesus looks at me and now I'm free
No more hiding, I fall on my knees

The bright morning star wipes the night away
My tears are gone and Christ fills my day
Salvation is near and closer than you think
Breathe God in and He will transform you in a moments blink

Monday, September 21, 2015

The Limitless Cross



My soul flies to God with wings open wide
The flame of God's love descends and I want to hide
My bonds of affliction are suddenly gone
Everything converges with Christ's cross at dawn

Face to face with eternity and all is calm
Immense wounds embrace me and holds me in his palm
Formed for battle and designed to worship
Heaven and earth join together as all life flourish

Immersed in beauty as the whole universe is filled with God's glory
One single touch from the cosmic hand reveals His great love story
Purity of heart evolving with eyes open wide
Divine simplicity rises up within and all I can do is cry

Limitless lines hold hands and become one
Dying daily to self one finds the Son
He is waiting and watching and making all things new
My heart leaps for joy for my whole life this is the one who I pursue

Sunday, September 20, 2015

It's A New Day



I awakened today tired full of worry and concerns
I had nightmares in the night and troublesome thoughts
I cried out to God and God healed me
God turned my stirrings into stillness
God turned my sorrow to joy

I drove to the church building singing
The song on the radio spoke words of life and freedom
God's word this morning was God is my helper
I stopped, prayed and went into the building
I opened God's Word to a Psalm of blessing
God spoke again, "I am your helper, I am you helper"
It's a new day, Praise God!

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Is Your Church Too Safe?



How can we feel good and be allergic to self denial?
Jesus is not safe, nice, or wants us to default on the side of caution.
Jesus is bold, daring, dangerous, holy and He is not safe.

Are we free enough to dance in the Spirit or does pride keep us from joining?
Life is God-breathed and Spirit-soaked in God's thick deep presence.
The sounds of heaven is listening to Jesus and beholding His beauty.
I am speechless and filled with astonishment.

Earth is heaven's womb, can you hear heaven's music?
Love is everywhere as creation sings to us.
Life is pregnant with wonder as I fall to my face and pray.


(Reflections from reading Mark Buchanan Your Church is Too Safe)

Sunday, September 6, 2015

What is prayer?



Two lovers falling in love, that is prayer
Entering to the fullness of silence in unity with another, that is prayer
As the deepest cries of your heart rise up to God, that is prayer

When the love of God meets with the love of a child, that is prayer
When silences touches the face of God, that is prayer
When one enters into presence of God with God's name on your lips, that is prayer
When one's song is a love song to God, that is prayer

What is prayer?  Prayer is simply loving another with God's love.
What is prayer?  Prayer is being loved by the Beloved and giving love away.
What is prayer?  The love of the crucified one spilling over into everything.

T. S. Eliot Four Quartets



Shall I say it again?  In order to arrive there,
To arrive where you are, to get where you are not,
You must go by way wherein there is no ecstasy.

In order to arrive at what you do not know
You must go by the way which is the way of ignorance.

In order to possess what you do not possess
You must go by the way of dispossession.

In order to arrive where you are not
You must go by the way in which you are not.

And what you do not know is the only thing you know
And what you own is what you do not own
And where you are is where you are not.

Thursday, September 3, 2015

The Laughter of Angels



Time is eternally present and every moment is pregnant with wonder
The end is always before us and the future is no longer
The doorway of time is open wide
Footsteps point to a path on the road side

Music hidden by the world's scars
Invisible without measure fills the spaces and the stars
Across the sunlight pool reflection
The Spirit dances on the water across every section

Music arises I can not say where
Motion of twilight fills the sky without a care
Shadows stand still in empty perfection
Hidden laughter ascends in a cross shaped resurrection

The sacrament of wind and fire stir the air
Darkness gives way to light in the smallest seed of prayer
Comets weep as they hear heaven's music
Across the sky the angels laugh and find it all so amusing

The Cradle of God's Universe



Earth is a shadow and I am but dust
The ground shakes but press on I must
The cradle of the universe is where I sit
The wonders of space, time, and motion all together fit

Buried in the deep recess of the planet
Radiant light rays pierce my eyes at my heart's panic
The universe echoes forgotten perfection
Concealed in mud and clay and natural selection

From a tiny seed God brings forth new life
Open graves shout as the Lord overcomes all strife
All beauty, wisdom, and goodness is found in God's love
Mercy, grace and forgiveness rushes down from above

The River of Life



The water rises with the current flow
Waves of perfection from above fall low
What lies beyond reach is grace given
What one loses is gained in life's rhythm

Like a symphony without measure
Each moment can not be contained or held together
Grace seems fleeting and cannot be grasped
The heavens appear closed and sound like brass

Abandon yourself to the uselessness of it all
The echo of God's love is the Spirit's call
Against the current I now run
Wellspring of God's beauty says I'm God's son

Inwardly my heart leaps at the tide
Washed in God's presence I fully abide
Overwhelmed by mystery and peace immeasurable
Fully awake to God's grace joy un-expressible

Inescapable love poured over me
Garments of righteousness spread out for all to see
Even through a thousand sorrows
Embraced by light for all my tomorrows

Wednesday, September 2, 2015

The Jesus Nobody Wants



Everybody wants the comfortable make me feel safe Jesus.  People want a user friendly Jesus they can take home to dinner to meet the parents.  We want the nice everybody likes Jesus who fits neatly into our lives because Jesus is now one of us.  The Jesus we meet in the book of Revelation will have none of this.  The Apocalyptic Jesus can not be so easily tamed or domesticated.  This is the cosmic Jesus who holds the stars in his right hand.

This is the Jesus who does not stand above or from the outside but right in the middle of his churches (Rev.1:13).  Jesus with penetrating eyes looks right through us and into the very being of our souls.  His eyes are like flames of fire that sees everything.  There is no escaping his gaze.  He speaks to us and his voice cuts through all the noise of the world.  We are humbled at his voice. 

We suddenly know by this revelation and vision of Jesus that we are nothing and he is everything.  If I do not keep listening to his voice, I am lost in this wounded sin-filled world.  He has the keys to hades and death (v.18) and that is enough.  He has the keys of heaven and hell and he gives us keys of access to his authority over the enemies of life and death.  Alleluia, Alleluia, Amen.

Friday, August 28, 2015

Heart of the World



The world pretends with its many illusions
Captured by shadows and lured into delusions
Awakened by love to see the world's beauty
God grace shattering the broken mirror of discontinuity

The world lies in fragments stripped of its royal garment
God kisses the world in delight with a new harvest
The Spirit carries me on rustling wings
The earth trembles beneath my feet as my heart sings

Wildly the river plunges me underneath
I gasp for air and weep as God raises me up from beneath
Time stands still as I am new like a child
God's presence consumes me and all I can do is smile

Translated from darkness to light I can see
Transported from earth to heaven is the key
God's laughter now fills my heart and soul
The world is in my heart because everything is new and whole

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Cosmic Purpose



Kagawa Toyohiko (1888-1960) was a creative genius in science in showing how the whole created universe is inter-connected and dependent on a Creator God.  Kagawa brilliantly shows six thesis:

1.  There is purpose to the cosmos.
2.  Cosmic purpose is directed towards life.
3.  The purpose of life is directed towards mind (consciousness).
4.  The individual mind is social and directed towards construction.
5.  The social mind oriented to construction is en route to a historical evolutionary development and
     an awakening to cosmic consciousness.
6.  This orientation awaits the assistance of the Spirit that made creative evolution possible.

Like Teilhard de Chardin, Kagawa believed everything finds its telos or purpose in Christ.  Kagawa presents seven organizational purposes of the universe in a unified arrangement as follows:

1.  Energy-----directional purpose-----------design purpose
2.  Change-----adaptational purpose---------organizational purpose
3.  Growth-----progressive purpose----------catalytic purpose
4. Selection----sorting purpose---------------discriminating purpose
5.  Law---------contractual purpose----------genetic purpose
6.  Life---------impulsive purpose----------- instinctual purpose
7.  Purpose----self-determining purpose----self-conscious purpose

Monday, August 24, 2015

How to Pray for the Sick



Here are some of my notes of a great workshop I attended on praying for the sick.

1.  Interview the person:  As the need.  Listen with two ears.  One ear to the person and the other ear to the Holy Spirit.  Pray for the real problem and not just the symptoms.  Is the root cause pride, un-forgiveness, bitterness, etc.

2.  Why do you have it?  Repentance leads to deliverance.

3.  Pray for the Holy Spirit to come.  Give a prayer of faith and declare the person healed in the authority of Jesus name.  Let the prayer come from heaven and speak words of life and healing.

4.  Interaction of Prayer:  What's happening?  Do you feel anything?  Watch what the Lord is doing (pray with your eyes open for the other person).  God is not moved by volume but by faith.  Give thanks for what God is doing or going to do.  Command the spirit of affliction to leave.

5.  Encourage the person's faith:  Thank the Lord for healing.  If the affliction comes back, tell the person to take authority and if you don't get healed, keep coming back and look with expectancy to receive from the Lord.  I can't guarantee the person is going to be healed but I can guarantee the person will feel loved.  Sometimes the greatest work of the Holy Spirit is inner healing and not physical healing.

Sunday, August 23, 2015

The Book of Signs



In the Gospel of John, Jesus performs seven significant miracles that John refers to as “signs.” These signs form the backbone of the first half of the book, and each sign is meant to reveal something about the person of Jesus.

The ending of John's gospel says it like this, "And truly Jesus di many other signs in the presence of his disciples, which are not written in this book; but these are written that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that believing you may have life in his name (John 20:30-31).

Am I My Brother's Keeper?



God calls us as brother to brother and shoulder to shoulder to stand with each other.  When it comes to our biological brothers, one is usually very close or estranged and worse, one finds a brother like an enemy.  Cain killed his brother Abel and the relationships with brothers has been mixed at best.  Cain's question still haunts us today, "Am I my brother's keeper?"  Of course we know today from a full reading of the Bible from the first book to the last that we are all our brother's keeper.  Love and compassion and forgiveness is to be a part of each of our relationships from our biological family to the human family.

My identical brother went on a conference with me because God placed him on my heart.  He has been going through a really difficult time and this Christian conference we went to was a wonderful healing time for him.  He wanted some physical healing but the greatest healing he received was inner healing.  There was a new friend we met who had two twin brothers he was estranged from at this conference.  He knew God was trying to restore something broken deep inside of him and it was my twin brother who ministered to him the most at this conference despite his own pain and problems he was struggling with inside.

God calls every one of us to treat others like they are our brothers or sisters not only in the family of God but even the family of humanity.  The world wants us to separate and divide and stay mad at each other but Christ comes along and stretches his arms out and died for us so that the whole world can come once again as one united family united by God's kingdom of love and reconciliation.  I am so grateful of the many brothers in Christ who watch over me and have my back and even hold me accountable when nobody else will.  I praise God for those brothers who keep me in their prayers and love me enough to tell me the truth, even if I don't want to hear it.

Saturday, August 22, 2015

Fire, Mysticism and Christ



HARNESSING THE ENERGIES OF LOVE

THE SYMBOLISM OF FIRE was to occur in Teilhard de Chardin writings again and again in the years to come. Nowhere is this vision more radiant and empowering than in the description of his mystical experiences. They truly express a vision of fire which filled him with wonder and amazement, ecstasy and joy, and made him see the world burst into flames. It is this fire which he wanted to pass on and kindle in others. His vision of fire was one of spiritual transformation drawn from the insides of both science and religion. The universe in evolution, studied in great detail in his scientific work, stimulated his zest for being. His Christian faith made him see the universal presence of Christ in all things.      

Teilhard loved the Earth and its peoples. He loved his church and his order. And he was filled with the fire of love for the ever-great Christ. For him, the symbol of fire meant the warmth and radiance of love and light, the energy to fuse and transform everything. But fire is, of course, ambivalent. I t can destroy as well as transform. In Teilhard's understanding, it is the transforming power of the energies of love which alone can create a truly human community and provide it with its strongest points. Thus, the fire of love may be the only energy capable of extinguishing the threat of another fire, namely that of universal conflagration and destruction.      

He considered the phenomenon of religion as central to human evolution, and the phenomenon of spirituality as the key element in religion. At the center of spirituality he perceived the phenomenon of mysticism, which he distinguished into different types. The core of mysticism, the most important and energizing type, was mysticism centered on love, a mysticism of action, which radiated outward and helped to transform and build up the spirit of the world.       

Science, religion, and mysticism are always closely intertwined in Teilhard¹s thought, for his science is of central significance to a new mysticism of action and a new understanding of the world. This mysticism of action is the mysticism of unification, of bringing everything, all the diverse elements (the cosmic, human, and divine) together. It's a mysticism of transformation and of sanctification, where holiness is understood as wholeness.       

Just a few days before his death, Teilhard wrote his last six pages, which are entitled "Research, Work, and Adoration." One might consider this text his last intellectual testament. In it, he speaks of the conflict between science and religion -- and its solution. He refers to the fire of a new faith in the human, to be combined with religious faith.       

Teilhard endeavored to seek an ultimate coherence for our many fold experiences and quests, and tried to convey a vision greater than what either traditional religion or science alone can offer us. From this perspective, religion and mysticism are part of the human search for union -- or communion -- with God via the evolutionary process of the growth and unification of the world. All human efforts, whether scientific or religious, whether action or contemplation, must finally lead to worship, adoration, and ultimately greater unity.       

If mysticism, especially the mysticism of love, is the very heart of religion, it must provide us with the deepest springs of energy for both action and interaction with others. It cannot be a mere spirit duality, but must stand for spirit-in-and-through-matter mentality. Spiritual development and religious experience are best seen as closely interrelated with and inseparable from our human experience in general. 

F. C. Happold has remarked that for Teilhard, human activity in all its forms was capable of divinization. And therefore he described Teilhard's mysticism "as a mysticism of action, action springing from the inspiration of a universe seen as moved and com-penetrated by God in the totality of its evolution...this is a new type of mysticism, the result of a profound, lifelong reconciling meditation on religious and scientific truth, and it is thus of immense relevance and significance for a scientific age such as ours." (Mysticism. Pelican Books, London, 1978, p. 395.)       

This is an indication of the importance of this global prophet. But this assessment leaves out the living fire which animated Teilhard's Christian mysticism, summed up by him as a heart of fire, as "a fire with the power to penetrate all things, which invites a surrender to an active feeling of communion with God through the universe."   (by Ursula King The Spirit of Fire)


Friday, August 21, 2015

War Room



I got to see a special screening of the new movie War Room.  The movie is about a family with the common day struggles of every day life.  It challenges Christians to go into their pray closets and allow God to fight their battles for them.  What is unique about this movie is it even gives prayer strategies in how to take authority in Jesus name over the enemy and pray boldly for your family and others. 

Spiritually, this movie is very timely for a generation of believers who have forgotten how to pray and take prayer for granted.  Prayer is the life blood of the believer and my prayer is people of this generation would take the mantle of prayer and run with it as they pass the prayer mantle to others.  Others need to be coached or shown how to pray boldly and how to keep a prayer journal or write down one's prayers to truly see and remember what God is actually doing in your midst.

I enjoyed the movie and like most Christian movies, when people do things God way, things turn around or have a happy ending.  I would like to see a smaller narrative that shows a Christian family following Christ and still have struggles and what happens when you don't see answer to your prayers?  What does discipleship look like in the dark night of the soul or in a spiritual desert?

Thursday, August 20, 2015

Words Are Windows Onto Mystery



I thank my God I have emerged at last,
Blinking from Hell, to see the quiet stars
Bewildered by the shadows that I cast.

You set me on this stair, in those rich hours
Pacing the study, chanting poetry
The Word in You revealed His quickening powers.

Removed the daily veil, and let me see,
As sunlight played along your book-lined walls,
That words are windows onto mystery.

From Eden, whence the living fountains falls
In music, from the tower of ivory,
And from the hidden heart, He calls

In the language of Adam, creating memory
Of unfallen speech, He sets creation
Free from the space of History.

His image in us is Imagination
His Spirit is a sacrifice of breath
Upon the letters of His Revelation.


(Poem by Malcolm Guite in his Faith, Hope and Poetry)

Bible Study on Romans



We need to dig into God's Word personally but we especially need to do Bible study within the context of community.  I spent some time yesterday in a wonderful Bible study with other local Pastors.  The Bible study text was Romans 11:33-12:1.  Here are some of the spiritual insights shared:

1.  This whole section of scripture is sandwiched in-between God's mercy.  Verse 32 precedes this hymn of scripture that God's mercy is with all people, even in their disobedience.  Then Paul breaks out in doxology and praise that sounds like a prayer.  Finally in what follows, chapter twelve speaks about the mercy of God and how it leads us now into obedience.  There is this beautiful flow of undeserved grace and mercy that flows into praise and son and end with a mercy that sustains us in holy obedience.

2.  There are many doublets in this section:  Disobedience and mercy, wisdom and knowledge, unsearchable judgments and the mysterious ways of God, the mind of God and God's generosity ending with Trinitarian praise (v.36).

3.  There is a powerful call to humility in this biblical text.  We do not counsel God or even truly know God or his ways.  We are all dependent upon God's Spirit to help us understand and grow spiritually.  There is a kind of contrast of no one knows the mind of God by human understanding but we can have the mind of God by the Holy Spirit teaching us.

4.  We think we know what terms like "mercy" and "sacrifice" mean but Romans challenges our pride and knowledge concerning God and language.  We only know God's mercy from what we have experienced and there is so much more.  We only know sacrifice in what we have sacrificed which is usually very little.  Sacrifice for some Christians means persecution and for others, even martyrdom.

5.  This whole section of Scripture is a hymn of praise to God.  Our theology needs to give way to doxology and our concerns need to give way to naked praise before a Holy God.

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

What are you hearing from God?



As I have been listening to God's Spirit more lately, here are several things God has been putting on my heart to consider.

1.  Learn Mercy:  Mercy is far greater and more of what every follower of Jesus needs to be filled with in every relationship.  Don't assume you know everything about mercy much less you truly understand it.  Let the Holy Spirit teach you more about mercy.

2.  Don't preach logic but preach God's Word by God's power.  It's all about the power of God in your life.  Anything less than the power of God is less than what God wants for you.

3.  We are not called to be lawyers for God but witnesses to God.  God can defend himself.  We are to humbly share with others what we see God doing in us and around us.

My simple prayer today is simply this:  "Lord, make me a coin in your pocket and spend me any way you want."

Sunday, August 16, 2015

Spirit of God, Breathe on Us



Spirit of God, breathe on us
We are desperate
We are broken
Where can we go?

Only you can heal this ache
Only you can shake my soul awake
No matter what I must face
You take sin away, my shame erased

No more lies, no more fear
Open my ears so that I can hear
Seeking God with all my heart
Surrendered love is my part

Spirit of God, breathe on us
We are desperate
We are broken
Where can we go?
Lord, only you know

The Sacred Heart of Teilhard de Chardin



The Heart of Christ at the heart of matter…the Golden Glow…gleaming at the heart of matter.
—Pierre Teilhard de Chardin
Under the symbol of the Sacred Heart the divine assumed for me, the form of fire… through its power to become universal this fire proved able to invade and impregnate with love the whole atmosphere of the world in which I lived…. It is in the Sacred Heart that the conjunction of the divine and the cosmic has taken place…. There lies the power that from the beginning has attracted and conquered me…. All the later development of my interior life has been nothing other than the evolution of that seed.
—Pierre Teilhard de Chardin
The Sacred Heart: instinctively and mysteriously for me, since my infancy, the synthesis of love and matter, of person and energy. From this there has gradually evolved in me the perception of Omega—the universal cohesion in unity.
—Pierre Teilhard de Chardin: Retreat Notes, 1939-43
This week I was at a Christian conference where I experienced the grace and power of God in a beautiful and powerful way.  A Catholic priest prayed for me and spoke I believe prophetically over me when he asked for God's sacred heart to fill my heart.  I have been studying Chardin's writings for the past few months and this all connected together in a mysterious way for me.  What God is doing in me is summed up nicely by Ilia Delio who says,
"A dynamic universe provokes the idea and the understanding of a dynamic God…. This is not a stay-at-home God. This is a God who is deeply immersed in a love affair with the beloved, the creation which flows out of his divine heart. To say that God is love is to mean that God is eternally and dynamically in love."

Sunday Prayer



I lift my hands to heaven and pray,
You are more wonderful to me than I deserve
Your cross has set me free and you are the only one I want to serve

Your holy fire fills my life with love
Heaven has come down and has filled me from above
You took all my pain and healed me
I was so blind and now I see

My life is forever in your hands
I am changed in your presence where I stand
I awake this morning to your holy kiss
Your beauty and glory have saved me from the abyss

Sunday, August 9, 2015

Sunday Prayer



O Living King
I raise my hands in praise this morning
You raise me to heaven
Your heart is my throne
I am but star dust but you lift me up
You conceal me in the light of your love
You uncover all my sin
My body is your temple
Your beauty is all around
There is no where to go
Hide me in the secret place
For all is one

Saturday, August 8, 2015

My Princess Bride



It's hard to believe we are celebrating our thirtieth anniversary.
The years have gone by so fast but I love you more each day on this life journey
My heart beats faster as I long to be in your arms
You fill me with laughter with all  your wit and charm

You are such a gift from heaven that I always prize
You are surely God's gift, the apple of my eye
You are my princess bride that melts me with your smile
You make my life complete and everything so worthwhile

I remember in the movie Princess Bride, and the words, "As you wish"
That was simply code for I love you because our love will always flourish
I know this special night came with no warning
But always remember to keep going towards the
second star to the right and straight till morning


(Our surprise date was going to a dinner theater to see the musical Peter Pan)



Friday, August 7, 2015

Ground Floor Cosmology



The beginning of the book of Genesis lays the ground work of a cosmic vision of contemplative unity and oneness with God.  Genesis is written not only in the context of Israel's own conquest by other nations but also their competing cosmologies that worship creation itself as God.  Genesis deals with all this chaos and brings order and structure and rhythmic spiritual patterns to the universe.  The primal light of God radiates with the presence of the Almighty.  The whole universe is clothed in the glory of the one who created it.

This rhythmic pattern follows day one of light with day four with light.  Day two of the sky and waters below with Day five of marine life.  Then there is Day three with land vegetation and day six with the land animals and the food that comes from the land.  All this culminates with Day seven when creation is completed and yet ongoing, a kind of day that continues on.  This threefold arrangement looks like a cosmic sanctuary or temple where God dwells.  The seventh day is timeless and never ends.

According to Genesis, the universe is God's cosmic temple.  All of creation is God's temple to worship and delight in God's emanating and divine presence.  Time and space are married in this cosmic celebration of God with creation.  Genesis also shows the messiness of life and God's drama in the dirt.  Not only did God make man and raise him up from the dirt but God is willing to get his hands dirty and play and get in the dirt with His creation.  Dirt is the place where God's garden grows and expands.  Adam and Eve are created to serve and work in the dirt.  There is a kind of word play with names and meanings where Adam the man and adamah the ground are interconnected.

The snake offers self awareness at the expense of full potential growth and wisdom with God's help.  Man and Eve are tempted to self awareness and moral consciousness without God.  Rather than this awakening leading to closer joyful communion with God and creation, it does the opposite and separates them even further.  Animal predation, suffering, and death were always apart of the story and reality but now they take on cosmic dimensions and fuller meaning for our lives.

Genesis chapter three according to the early church fathers like Iranaeus is more a story about failing to ascend with God than a fall story.  The garden story speaks about growth and cosmic spiritual evolution which is what the human experiment is all about.  If Adam failed to ascend, we learn from the new Adam Jesus that we must descend first, repent, be broken, surrender, die to self and the world, so that we can ascend in God's beautiful creation as originally intended.  God is still calling his wayward children back into his paradise presence so that we can play in the cosmos with our Creator.

Friday, July 31, 2015

Jesus Adventure



There's no other place I'd rather be
Than be in Your embrace on bended knee
Your love soars higher than the sky
I fall down and worship and cry

Wide and deep your presence descends
Dazzling light everywhere the night ends
My life with Jesus is concealed
Your love rescues me for He is my shield

Laughing and dancing I begin to weep
Your floodgates are open, your love so deep
Life so full within this grand adventure
Sweet release in joyful surrender


Reverse Creation



In the end, man destroyed the heaven that was called earth.
The earth had been beautiful until the spirit of man moved over it.
And man said, "let there be darkness."  And there was darkness.

On the last day, there was a great noise over the face of the earth.
Fire consumed the beautiful globe, and there was . . . silence.
The blackened earth now rested to worship the one true God

And God saw all that man had done,
and in the silence over the smoldering ruins,
God wept.

[anonymous, in The Dawn of the Mystical Age
by Frank X. Tuoti (Crossroad, 1997) p.29]

Thursday, July 30, 2015

Universal Mystic



Mystical Wisdom
  Eternal Revelation
    Transforming Spirit
      Holy Encounter
        Incarnate Love
          Radiant Humility
        Broken creation
      Fragments of the Divine
    Empty Barrenness
  Resident Exile
Dark Chaos

Can Anyone Love Me?



My heart keeps breaking
The tears won't stop coming
There's a part of me dying
I feel like I'm falling,
Why?
It just keeps happening,
Why?

The pain on my face I can't erase it
My heart aches so bad I can hardly take it
Does anybody care if I live or die?
Can anyone hear my heart cry?

Can anyone love me?
Can anyone love me?
Can anyone love me
if I don't love myself?

Hold me close Jesus
I'm so lost without you
You died on the cross for me
So I could live forever
And feel your great pleasure
Your love without measure

Can anyone love me?
Can anyone love me?
Can anyone love me,
If I don't love myself?

I don't even know myself
I only want to see your face
For you are all I really need
If I will simply follow Jesus lead
I so desire to follow your lead

I know you love me
I know you love me
I know you love me
because of Christ,
I can finally love myself.

Wednesday, July 29, 2015

The Way of a Child in Reading Scripture



Is reading scripture really about proving a point, winning an argument, or formulating a doctrine?  Can reading the Bible be simply cultivating a sanctified imagination, a sense of wonder about the world, others, and ourselves?  Can the reading scripture open our eyes to heaven, perceive something hidden but now revealed, bring about a holy curiosity or astonishment?

All of life is God connecting us to the aha moments, the haunting melody of the universe, the beauty of music and poetry, and the mathematics of the Spirit world.  Our desires let go of idols we see and awakens us to wonder filled desires of the Spirit of God.  It is only approaching the Bible like little children that we begin to see everything with new eyes.

Suddenly the world of the Bible draws us in, shakes us, puzzles us, embraces us, and draws us into greater awareness of heaven and earth colliding together.  Can we read the newer testament as God's love letters to us?  Can we read the Bible as a love poem to humanity?  There will always be surprising twists and turns in our understanding of holy scripture.  One moment we think we are onto something to only discover in the next moment that it slipped right passed us.  So many moments with scripture are like a coming to the text for the first time or falling in love all over again where everything seems mysteriously new.

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Learning from the Best



Who are some of the best Christian writers down throughout the ages?  Who have taught you and who are you learning from?  Some of the best Catholic and Orthodox writers through the centuries are as follows: 

Origen,  Iranaeus, Ignatius, Athanasius,
Gregory of Nyssa, Maximus the Confessor,
Gregory Palamas, John Chrysostom,
Thomas Aquinas, John the Cross,
Symeon the new theologian, Bulgakov,
G. K. Chesterton, Hans Ur von Balthassar


Some of the best Protestant writers and theologians:
Luther, Calvin, Wesley, Jonathan Edwards,
Soren Kierkegaard, C. S. Lewis, Karl Barth,
John H. Yoder, Lesslie Newbigin


Some of the best living Christian writers today I like to read:
N. T. Wright (Anglican)
Ephraim Radner (Anglican)
Stanley Hauerwas (Methodist)
Peter Leithart (Presbyterian)
William P. Brown (Presbyterian)
Hans Boersma (Reformed)
Matthew Levering (Catholic)
Raniero Cantalamessa (Catholic)
Peter Bouteneff (Eastern Orthodox)
Andrew Louth (Eastern Orthodox)
David Bercot (Anabaptist)
Steven R. Harmon (Baptist)
Justo l. Gonzalez (hispanic Christian historian)
Richard Middleton (Jamaican-American Biblical scholar)
Mark Noll (global Church Historian)

Heaven's Sound



The path I'm walking feels like a lonely road
My burdens are heavy and life seems so cold
The weight on my shoulders wants to pull me down
As your Spirit speaks, I hear heaven's sound

You know I'm hurting when I fall
One word from you, I will answer the call

Can you hear the sound of heaven, it's all around
Filling the spaces that are hidden
Filling the spaces that are hidden
Filling the spaces that are hidden

Do you hear my cry, do you feel my pain
I'm tired of living a life, I need heaven's rain
I fall to the ground to worship you
You've rolled away the stone and made me new

You know I'm hurting when I fall
One word from you, I will answer the call

Can you hear the sound of heaven, it's all around
Filling the spaces that are hidden
Filling the spaces that are hidden
Filling the spaces that are hidden

No more grudges, no more withholding forgiveness
You're love has entered and my sins are lost in your forget-fullness
I'm lost in our love as you make me whole
The truth of Christ has lifted my soul

You know I'm hurting when I fall
One word from you, I will answer the call

Can you hear the sound of heaven, it's all around
Filling the spaces that are hidden
Filling the spaces that are hidden
Filling the spaces that are hidden

Forever Yours



You move the mountains, the earth shakes
You light the skies, the whole world quakes
No more wandering from your side
Forever yours, in your love I abide

The darkness within is gone
Your love is brighter than the sun
No more wandering from your side
Forever yours, in your love I abide

Peace washes over me
Your grace has set me free
No more wandering from your side
Forever yours, in your love abide

Constant in your love so deep
Falling into your arms I weep
No more wandering from your side
Forever yours, in your love I abide

You've Captured My Heart



In your presence, you've captured my heart
I've finally found the place where I am truly free
You are teaching me new songs for my soul to sing
Even in the storms of life you are with me

All I want is to be with you
All I want is to be where you are

You've captured my heart
You've captured my heart

You've picked me up so I can dance again
I'm going higher, soaring in your grace
You are taking me to places unknown
Walking by faith, I see your face

All I want is to be with you
All I want is to be where you are

You've captured my heart
You've captured my heart